Well...
Things have been... pretty different lately.

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School, sucks, like always, but some good times are being made, that's for sure...
I don't know...
Should I put up my Freshman year photo up?
Let me know if ya wanna see it.
[I think it looks good]

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NEW MOON CAME OUT!

lol,
I had to do that, just to annoy a few people ^^
I'm going to go see that tomorrow (Saturday) with my bestfriend.
i can't wait to see it
though.. I heard that its really messed up...
=/
I heard they don't follow the book, but do they ever? ~ nooo...

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So... for the past week or so we've been going bowling in gym...
Yeah...
I'm not a good bowler....
Honestly, I kind of suck.
lol...
but its fun, and that's what really matters.
...
or..
at least it WAS fun. Its starting to get kind of boring. =/
Same thing, every day...
yeah, boring.

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There are some people I haven't chatted to in FOREVER
and I'm SORRY
but... I've just been so busy with things.
If its not one friend breaking down, its keeping myself from breaking down.
If its not work, its resting and cuddling up with my dad to take a break.
so busy...

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Hmm... what else...

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Oh, yep,
I miss people...
very much...
I changed profiles in this one place...
I think I mentioned that in my last journal...
and anyways...
I keep checking on people's profiles, seeing if they're on, if they're changing their profile, their picture, what they're up to..
Luckily, I haven't talked to them yet..
I made that mistake once ~ Pretending to be someone else..
lol, yeah...
I know..
"Bad NEENA! BAD! WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU FAKE!"
no, not really.
lol.
well..
yeah... that was because I got TOO curious and had to ask someone something... ended up being a smart thing, really.. It helped end my relationship faster. ^^

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Next... ermm..
OH, I don't know why, but my back hurts like HELL!
Whenever I sit straight, it HURT SO FREAKING BAD!
Its like there's someone shoving their fingers into the muscle inside my fleash without any force pushing me, just the pain.
I know..
odd.

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Thanksgiving is on the way.
My sis got a free turkey from where she works, so... YEY! FREE TURKEY!
lol ^^
I can't wait.
My grandma is coming to our house for Thanksgiving (most likely, at least)...
This will be the first year she's ever really...well... came over for a holiday. usually the WHOLE family goes to her house... this year things have changed due to our family is just...too big now.

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"Here come Santa Clause, Here comes Santa Clause, right down...mmmhmmm hmm.. lane..."

Yes, Christmas is coming too!
So many presents...

I don't know what I'm going to do!!!
hopefully everything will turn out alright..
.....
"this will be a bloo Christmass without you..."
yeah...
not the best Christmas or Thanksgiving this year..
first year without my brother...
due to reasons...

I miss him so much.
^{he's still alive, people}

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And... that's about it.
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luv ya'll